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so i just dont get it its a new year i dont feel any different, do you? no? so what is the big deal just a nother day wow who says it a new year ne ways who know mabey May 15th is the begining of a new year or mabey its all one time frame not years but one year and even if "they" are right wow one more year what r we celebrating? im not dead? your not dead? we havent blown the world up? we have it so good? or that we had it so bad im glad its a "new year" so i can be better just like an excuse? but yea mabey its to foget, forget all those things of the last year like when you got pregnent and aborted? or how about when your best friend drank and drove of the road dieing? or how about when you were fucking around and drove of the road killing your girlfriend? or mabey we want to forget when your girlfriend broke of 8 months yea cause thats what i want to remember so really what is the significants think about it b/c its a new year but it still hurt to think of the time i almost lost Claire or when our parens hit us for not living up to their expectations or how i treated some people so bad or how i didnt think of others when i slit big gashes in my wrist for thinking my life is what matters when its really all those beautiful people around me thats what it is really about so now we have a new yeah wow its like saying it took us a whole fucking year just to figure out how messed up we really areso if that what it takes for some people to change then go ahead and belive what you want!
"and i know she loved me then i swar to god she did its the way she'd bite my lower lip and push her hips against my hips and dig her nails so deep into my skin" |
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| wow my back hurts yes it dose
tonights party will be phantazmagorical yes it will show up everyone its at Claire Bear's
i love this movie so much its OUR movie
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|  9 times in a day n a half wow  mabey more before tonight is over
the night is young  |
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| - - - yeah i think i miss her and its getting to my headyep
i miss that emily girl also
well good x-mas i hope everyone had cause i did
nothing else to say so
"alls well that end ok so ill end this with a fuck you and a have a nice day" |
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